Post by Vincent on Jul 27, 2017 15:47:17 GMT -5
So fandom dreams.
I'm not the only one who gets 'em. Right?
Well, last night...or this morning since I go to bed at 2 am, I got my first VinCat dream.
It's however quite terribly sad.
Vincent and Catherine are, of course, in hiding and at one point Catherine secretly meets Vincent in what appears to be the back of a car, totally naked and they have sex. She ends up borrowing clothes the next day.
I believe they have a child, a boy who is severely deformed and shortly after dies.
Some years pass and they've secured themselves in a nice home and now have 4 children. At least 3 girls, possibly 1 boy.
All of them are severely deformed, physically, mostly facially though this is more random knowledge than a witness account as I never got a clear look at any of them.
The youngest, definitely a girl, looked to be about 2-years-old and among her deformities was that she was abnormally small. The others were in the 4-8 range. There might have been a fifth, so possibly 2 boys or 4 girls.
I'm pretty sure it was all girls though.
They'd kept trying hoping each time that the next child would be healthy, but it seemed there was something wrong with one or both of their genetic material. At one point I thought perhaps it was "the beast thing".
When initially seen, they have a neighbor and close friend with her kids over, I wanna say it's Tess but am not certain of that. The neighbor's kids are playing with VinCat's kids. They're laughing and running around, nothing is ever said about the Keller kids' deformities. Everything is happy.
But it is not to be.
Before I continue, I need to introduce another character that plays a role. Myself. I'm a very close friend of Vincent and Cat's. I believe I might have dated Vincent during a period where he and Cat had broken up, almost like a Tori period but I'm not a pretentious <edited> and I don't think I'm a beast. So it's my character that expresses that "the beast thing" might be why Vincent and Cat are not able to conceive a healthy child.
Alright now, here's where it gets sad.
Vincent and Cat decide to put the all 4 or 5 kids down. Like Dr. Kavorkian style. Apparently, they knew that the kids would suffer later in life.
I overheard Cat telling, I assume a doctor that she wanted to something along the lines of "disassemble the kids but make it fun".
What she meant by "make it fun" was that she wanted it to be made a game for them so that they wouldn't have to know what was happening and wouldn't be scared.
She alone went into the room with each child while Vincent and I waited outside.
I was more of an open wreck over this than either of them. I was pretty much having an anxiety attack, hyperventilating and choking on tears.
Vincent tried to distract me by asking me about my work, how some kind of scientific formula it felt like was going so I guess I was supposed to be a biologist or scientist of some sort.
That brings me to another thing. I'm pretty sure my boss was the enemy they'd had to go into hiding from and that he was abusive and/or hostile to me as well though I have no details.
I tried to answer the question but was far too choked up. I only managed "Oh that".
Vincent then told me to come to him and I did. He gathered me in his arms and rocked me while whispering soothingly in my ear "It's alright, I got you. It's alright" as I snuggled into his chest and let myself sob.
To be honest, although I respected him and Cat, I was still in love with him. So a teeny tiny part of me milked this.
After it was done, I could tell that Cat felt an emptiness and suddenly as though I were a writer working on this as an episode of the show or it felt more like a fanfic, I told myself that they needed to eventually discuss restarting their family with alternative options such as adoption.
My initial idea was to have Vincent conceive with me and I'd give them that child almost like their surrogate but a lot of that was me letting my feelings for Vincent get in the way of my rational thinking. As in, I just wanted the excuse to have sex with Vincent.
I eventually let that idea go and grabbed a notebook to jot down the adoption thought but then awoke.
I know, it's terrible but we all know <edited> would never go down like this. The actual VinCat were too smart to even bring a child into their dangerous lives.
I'm not the only one who gets 'em. Right?
Well, last night...or this morning since I go to bed at 2 am, I got my first VinCat dream.
It's however quite terribly sad.
Vincent and Catherine are, of course, in hiding and at one point Catherine secretly meets Vincent in what appears to be the back of a car, totally naked and they have sex. She ends up borrowing clothes the next day.
I believe they have a child, a boy who is severely deformed and shortly after dies.
Some years pass and they've secured themselves in a nice home and now have 4 children. At least 3 girls, possibly 1 boy.
All of them are severely deformed, physically, mostly facially though this is more random knowledge than a witness account as I never got a clear look at any of them.
The youngest, definitely a girl, looked to be about 2-years-old and among her deformities was that she was abnormally small. The others were in the 4-8 range. There might have been a fifth, so possibly 2 boys or 4 girls.
I'm pretty sure it was all girls though.
They'd kept trying hoping each time that the next child would be healthy, but it seemed there was something wrong with one or both of their genetic material. At one point I thought perhaps it was "the beast thing".
When initially seen, they have a neighbor and close friend with her kids over, I wanna say it's Tess but am not certain of that. The neighbor's kids are playing with VinCat's kids. They're laughing and running around, nothing is ever said about the Keller kids' deformities. Everything is happy.
But it is not to be.
Before I continue, I need to introduce another character that plays a role. Myself. I'm a very close friend of Vincent and Cat's. I believe I might have dated Vincent during a period where he and Cat had broken up, almost like a Tori period but I'm not a pretentious <edited> and I don't think I'm a beast. So it's my character that expresses that "the beast thing" might be why Vincent and Cat are not able to conceive a healthy child.
Alright now, here's where it gets sad.
Vincent and Cat decide to put the all 4 or 5 kids down. Like Dr. Kavorkian style. Apparently, they knew that the kids would suffer later in life.
I overheard Cat telling, I assume a doctor that she wanted to something along the lines of "disassemble the kids but make it fun".
What she meant by "make it fun" was that she wanted it to be made a game for them so that they wouldn't have to know what was happening and wouldn't be scared.
She alone went into the room with each child while Vincent and I waited outside.
I was more of an open wreck over this than either of them. I was pretty much having an anxiety attack, hyperventilating and choking on tears.
Vincent tried to distract me by asking me about my work, how some kind of scientific formula it felt like was going so I guess I was supposed to be a biologist or scientist of some sort.
That brings me to another thing. I'm pretty sure my boss was the enemy they'd had to go into hiding from and that he was abusive and/or hostile to me as well though I have no details.
I tried to answer the question but was far too choked up. I only managed "Oh that".
Vincent then told me to come to him and I did. He gathered me in his arms and rocked me while whispering soothingly in my ear "It's alright, I got you. It's alright" as I snuggled into his chest and let myself sob.
To be honest, although I respected him and Cat, I was still in love with him. So a teeny tiny part of me milked this.
After it was done, I could tell that Cat felt an emptiness and suddenly as though I were a writer working on this as an episode of the show or it felt more like a fanfic, I told myself that they needed to eventually discuss restarting their family with alternative options such as adoption.
My initial idea was to have Vincent conceive with me and I'd give them that child almost like their surrogate but a lot of that was me letting my feelings for Vincent get in the way of my rational thinking. As in, I just wanted the excuse to have sex with Vincent.
I eventually let that idea go and grabbed a notebook to jot down the adoption thought but then awoke.
I know, it's terrible but we all know <edited> would never go down like this. The actual VinCat were too smart to even bring a child into their dangerous lives.